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15th post. u got me killed.

is there anyone else who feels how i feel right now? am i the only one who had to go through this feeling? seriously i hate this feeling so much. dun keep telling me i had to move on. u knew it i've tried before. the saddest thing is not to be apart with u, but is seeing but cant even make a sound. tell me wad else i can do now rather than feeling helpless. would u hand out to help me rather than seeing me fall? or u would do whatever it takes to avoid me? im off my track again this time.

14th post. this is wad we do.

counting the days of not updating? well. was rushing all the time for this and tat so tats why. been tired easily recently. cant stay all night long till 6am anymore. should i be thankful or? been tagged by amey but im lazy to respond to it so just let it be.

19/12/08 - friday

went to some book exhibition located at Taman Kereta, that usual place for PC fair. thousands of choices of books when u can actually choose till u drop. books are classified with different range of discount. lestari bought 3 books - new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn. infact she wanted to get all four of them. but there's a little young girl took the last one away, twilight. so wad to do.


as u can see the crowd are not as much as PC Fair. but most of them are bookworms and nerds. one whole big family with common nerd face would be easily spotted.


saw this.


"Stink, and the World's Most Super-Stinky Sneakers" not sure wad is it about. the cover looks nice, took a shot of it.


20/12/08 - saturday

gate painting day and steamboat night. went to ian's house to help him with the gate painting together with lestari. 1 hour 1 gate. so 2 gates, 2 hours. plus the fence im not sure how long. wad i know is once the paint runs out, we stop. ended up with black sticky paint all over my hand. and the best part is when u wash ur hand with thinner, its like countless razor blades slashing ur hand. maybe i used too much. i mean alot.

went home to bath with starving stomach then we end up at some unknown name steamboat located in BDC, RH Plaza. sorry only took the pics of our food. should take the pics of tat place right? i forgot. was too hungry.

the beginning


hungry ian

the best part of tat place is u can eat all night long till 11pm. so u can eat then get ur self puked out and eat again. haha. would u? i wont

the aftermath.

21/12/08 - sunday

woke up 3pm. badminton at blind center at 4pm. went home 6pm. dinner at grandma's place 7.30pm. reach spring 8.30

tat place is jam and everyone seems to fight over car park. wow. i thought kuching people would only fight for free things, but no. even when they had to pay RM2 for the car park, it still doesnt stop them.

alright, we too. but at least we got things to do so tats why. wanted to do the portrait we saw last night so decided to go back. infact they are closed already but somehow we could get them done. done by some artist from LimKokWing. student infact.

this is lestari

this is me. my mum even said like drug addict.

ian's missing. he did one to, but haven got to take picture of it. this is rm5 each. wad do u expect? for fun only.



went to atmosfera to had some drinks. drinks are sucky. some of it. never order flavored ice soda. tasteless. but they look nice.

forgot wad the blue wan called. one is peach ice soda, and lestari drank tat hot caramel chocolate.

that place is nice to hang out. the balcony is windy. comfortable. by the way its raining. nice to sleep so everyone get sleepy so next destination, bed.

13th post

i guess its time for me to get serious back in these piece of junkie blog. had been lazy from those previous post u saw. have u guys watched twilight? really should go and watch it. my first thought of it was a movie wit all those unrealistic things that wont happen in our life. watched it on friday. dint thought it was tat nice anyway. i always thought transporter 3 would be actually nicer than it, but im was wrong. even watched transporter 3 the next day. meaningless action movie. not wad i expected. suppose to go to the interview on recruitment of Swinburne Student Council today but i made up my mind. shudnt be wasting my time committing my self to tons of responsibility when i can actually use them to concentrate on my studies.

sorry if all these were only words and description without pictures. get used to it for the time being k. got no latest shot to post. as i said, im not tat happening as other blogger. maybe im not alert enough. oh yeah. xmas is like more or less 1 week from now. any1 with plans? kuching peeps for sure only aware of 1 thing - clubbing. did u guys actually go to church on xmas eve? hmm.. im in the consideration. had been apart from church only god knows how long. haha.

not looking forward for anything currently. blink of an eye its almost the end of 2008. cmon tell me wad had u achieve this year. i did nth actually. nvm. we still have 2009. haha. its been ages i dint receive any present during xmas. i miss the time when i was young, that opening xmas present excited feelings. and now i had grown up. probably its my turn to buy xmas present. but dun look at me. i wont buy any this year. im broke.



happy bday to Adrian Tan! im not sure if he will see this. but doesnt matter. a wish for him turning 22, i think? can see he's enjoying himself at aus.

i'll continue later. going to McD wit aaron.

12th miserable post

i am so lazy to express anything here. lazy to type, lazy to think of how to write, lazy of everything. hopeless in everything.. easier to say.

11th post. overslept

omg. i just woke up not long ago. 1.04am. dun think i can sleep anymore later. sigh. overslept. to be continue later.

10th post. feelings

some readers complained bout my previous post was disgusting. me myself realize. don't u realize i deleted it? sorry bout the missing in action for days. was lazy to update as nth much occur these days. infact there is. but non of my concern too.

how do you feel right now? some is happy some is down. im having both. sighh. happy with something and yet feel not so great of some other thing. not gonna mention it here. read some random blog. quite meaningful. he mentioned bout blogging. reasons of blogging. some of them blog as it was their daily journal. some of them blog for money and fame. he said.. "if u think u could be celebrity blogger by posting interesting or dumb stuff, then think again.." meaningful huh? "and u think if u can make money by creating a blog, then think again, unless u have thousands of readers like ****, then you could. unless u r thinking of getting rich by Rm10++ per month, then good luck" this is wad he said. as for me. honestly i thought i could have some extra income. boy, its not as simple as you think. so i guess i just change this habit to a daily journal of mine. and i blog for my self, not for my readers. not much readers too by the way.

and for ur info, do u know the night club/restaurant called 天上人间 burned down today? opposite hornbill steamboat, jalan ban hock. heard from one of my friend. true or not, dun ask me.

and the best thing of me is i finally able to adjust my sleeping time to normal. i feel tired around 2 something at the night, and i could wake up around 9 morning. amazing.

wadever it is, im not satisfied overall.

9th post. mistakes in life.

my mistakes.

when we were young, we did alot of mistake which we cant be blame as i mentioned, we were still young. how bout when we grown up? we still make loads of mistakes. am i right? my dad used to scold me, THINK BEFORE U DO AND DUN REGRET WAD U HAVE DONE AS U ARE GOING TO BEAR FOR THE CONSEQUENCES. yes tats fucking true. i've screwed up my own life before, ruined my future before. i've did thousands of stupid mistake which made my parents gone insane to speechless.

i used to be a very obedient child to my parents when i was young. in another word, idiot. what they command i just follow. apparently when i slowly to enter teenagers, devil partnered me. its like there's somehow someone keep on telling me to break to rules. doing something offensive. i escaped from classes and tuition, smoking, fighting, being rebellious, and i even ran away from home. i quarreled with uni lecturer, being interviewed when it was only the 1st month in uni. sigh. embarrassing. i even gamble, and stuffs i involved are not suppose to be mention here. =) . i've been killed by gambling. i lost for only god knows how much. that period was miserable and hopeless. on that moment, i suddenly feel awake from all this nonsense tat i've doing all the time, repeating again and again. and again, my parents forgive for wad i've done. amazingly they dun punish me. tats the thing i felt guilty all the time.

its been already 2 years from tat incident. but i'll remember tat for the rest of my life. so people. think before u do something as there's no point regretting after doing something and in life, there's no turning back.

8th post.

eww. its 3.24 am now. nearly forgot today's post. =) just got to know tagged.com. some1 invited me tats why i noe. its something like friendster/facebook. just tat i think they create this to make ppl flirt more cuz u can find nothing else inside, only add friends, send private msgs and look at posted profile pictures.

okay. today is sunday rite? and i am suppose to be at church with my mum this morning, rite? okay Jesus im very sorry due to insufficient sleep. nvm. its the same. u can always pray and ask for forgiveness. muahahah. OKAY JUST JOKING. i can hardly wake up unless its noon or evening or sometimes night. =D . went out with those who i used to hang out with, to some church behind Colours. yeahh. at least i did go to church too. but its nothing to do with any worship or service thingy. they had some kinda fair or event i dunno wad is it. got even some dumbass screams at the stage where we can hear right after we walk out of the car. sigh. embarrassed themselve only. wakaka. took some shots of it. gonna post it too eventho its kinda blur.

he's the one i mentioned. scream like hell.

this wan is called..shuffle? oh. NICE shuffle

and this one called modeling? ok. PRETTY models then. u shud watch it live here then u'll know wad im saying.

okay tat place is screwed. not even peaceful to have a walk.

oh yeah. before i forgot. we met some special guest. he's our famous pervert in our uni. he used to follow some1 as he owned tat some1, no matter its a he or she. and he will walk around the whole uni and scratching his dick as if there's no other human exist. damn. tell u wad ian and i saw. he followed a random guy. holding his ice-cream while pleasuring him self by scratching his 'weapon', and out of no reason he smells that victim's hair and his back like so so close. and we are like so shock. wtf is wrong with him? sigh. okay if u guys know who i am saying about then u guys better be alert. and for those who doesnt noe, pls come to me and i'll tell u and show u if there's a chance. wad a famous pervert of Swinburne.

i haven ate anything for the whole day as i woke up around 5pm and tats the time ian called and ask me get rdy as we are going out. okay was pretty hungry and we ended up having lunch at opposite spring/behind our uni, Happy Garden. let me show u wad we ate. its just some normal dishes. not very tasty and its not something which cant be eaten. seems normal to me.

some hotplate tauhu.


butter prawn

and some egg which the only thing i noe is eat.

and im too hungry till missed out 1-2 dishes. was busy eating. oh yea.. and some spicy/sour soup.

wow. this is ChuChu who is serving us with the spicy/sour soup. they said she never serve any1 hahaha. this is the 1st time. =D

went to spring to buy something. Lestari wanted to get some fresh milk. then went to ian's house for some keh liao business. not gonna mention it. damn.

and again im blogging midnight while i guess most of the ppl are already sleeping. sigh. 4.20 am! smoke then sleep! and alex. get ready with the KFC meal yea.